What it's like to have an avoidant attachment style.
Expectation: if someone really wants to be with me, they'll break through my barriers pushing them away.
Reality: nobody cares, so you end up alone.

I'm tired, my head aches, my feet are sore, I've slept for only two hours, the bedbugs are fucking relentless and I can't get rid of them while my grandfather is still alive... Just turn off my head 'till morning, will ya?

Why do I even bother talking to new people? I end up ruining everything anyway...

Inadequate. Useless. Lonely. Why don't I just have apathy to not feel or care?

Why did I decide to go with .ws domain zone again?.. I'm seriously debating whether I should renew it anymore.

You don't realize how insecure you are until you meet someone you like.

Just spent way too much time upgrading my page with Animal Crossing's turnip prices to include a dropdown menu with a history of said prices... t-rg.ws/tmp/turnips.html

Why is this asshole so hard to obtain? Why did I even decide to main this stupid mouse?.. And to top it off, after ≈2 hours of ditto matches he's my worst amiibo! But I still can't beat him...

Что делал слон, когда пришёл Вапореон? – fsLeg's blog t-rg.ws/ToVKu

I got bored again, so I added yet another tunneling protocol to my VPS - IPSec. Damn, it's complicated. Had to google a howto for a quick and dirty method of running it. It turned out, the problems I kept having were due to Android's implementation of IPSec support (at least in Huawei Honor 9), which is outdated shit. I had to install strongSwan in order to properly support protocol. Anyway, now I can use four different tunnels: IPSec, OpenVPN, Shadowsocks and good old SSH. Try and block THAT.

Watch "CryingPsycho- Distortion (Official Music Video)" - it's awesome.

I bought my first SSD yesterday (and another 8 Gb RAM module for my laptop). I installed them and today was reinstalling Windows, because, apparently, you can't just clone HDD to SSD, if you have a Windows partition. In case of Linux, it was literally a case of changing two config values, the system on a cloned partition works perfectly. I had more issues with making my Slackware boot, but it was UEFI that I had to combat. Now my laptop is blazing fast with only a CPU being the bottleneck!

144 hours in... After hatching 894 eggs (!) I finally got it. Except it's 5IV Modest with imperfect Sp. Attack... Seriously??? Why didn't you choose any other stat??? At least there's Hyper Training... All that time wasted during the week was not worth it.

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